chocolaTEE starxx

:D

2011-03-28T15:48:00.003+08:00

Thank you Jesus for all that you've blessed me with. Got back GP today and i've got a decent score. not well enough in A level context but one grade that i'm very pleased with. But it's only one part of the paper and only one subject. But I'll keep my eyes focus on Him. :)

you make me smile

2011-03-27T18:22:00.003+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
fall out of bed, sing like the bird
dizzy in my head, spin like a record
crazy on a sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile :D

free to live, free to give, free to be

2011-03-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

cos freedom is less than a day away!

and if our god is for us, what could ever stop us

2011-03-22T12:51:00.005+08:00

&if our God is for us, then what could ever stop us
& if our God is with us, then what could stand against

when the darkness tries to hide my way

2011-03-21T12:25:00.004+08:00

I will trust in You

Physics paper was a killer, even though I did study for it. D: But God has told me to place my trust in Him for this entire MBTs.

~~mugging for econssss D:~~

smile

2011-03-20T10:11:00.000+08:00

& you have no idea, the way you make me feel (:

you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

2011-03-19T09:42:00.004+08:00

I wanna fly haha.

I've been spending my time studying and playing trade nations hahahha! Well, lucky thing I don't have an iPhone or I'll be doing trade nation all day lol. Lucky thing is my parents are out the whole day so I guess I won't be playing it today! And my aim is to finish chem by today. Hmmm, I wonder if I can accomplish that. It would mean finishing Chem bonding, Chem kinetics, Chem eqm, Ionic eqm, organic chem. D:

I'll be there for you, cos you're there for me too

2011-03-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

friendship

I thank God for the healthly friendships around me and I thank him for sending me such wonderful and precious friends that I'll hold close to my heart forever. I will be thankful for all I'm blessed with. (:

When over to Sarah's to study today! And her house is really so clean. But we only took one photo today and it's in her iPhone and she deactivated her facebook (-.-) so I'll have to wait till after exams so she'll upload that one pathetic photo! hahaha, so annoying la. And I had fun playing trade nations today. I'm addicted lol and I'm playing on both mom and dad's iPhone hahahaa.

And my pimples are popping out! stupid MBTs! :(

you're original

2011-03-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

the day ended on a beautiful note

2011-03-16T09:46:00.003+08:00

When the waves, are flooding the shore and I can't find my way home anymore
that's when I, I look at you

This is done on a random note. So much has happened since I last post till now but it has only been a short span of 12 hours? I made my mum, really disappointed with me. But I love her so much. Then we really sort things out, and I love her more than ever. I'm thankful for having such a great mother that I should never ever take for granted. I am blessed. I thank God for providing me with such a great family, I really love every single one of them :)

cos you're amazing

2011-03-15T20:53:00.005+08:00

hello world! (:
It's been a gazillion years since I last blogged. hahaha, something inspired me to start ranting again somehow. So J2 has been a crazy ride though its only march. Looking at the J1s, how I wished I could turn back time. And start early!! That's what everybody says right.
Fast forward, its less than a week to mbts :/ I'm no where near completing my revision. I'm afraid, cos all the teachers have been reminding us constantly how difficult it is to pass. Why would we even want to study like that! :( demoralising max.

When all else fails, turn your eyes upon Jesus. I thank the Lord for walking along with me on this road towards A levels. It's going to be tough but I'm clinging on the promise the Lord made at the start of this year. I'll walk along side with you, closely, no matter what the outcome may be, I lift my future into Your hands.

Went out to study with Sarah today. Shiuan Kae came along together with Cher. It's been a long time since i saw SK! hahaha, maybe more than a year since we graduate from tms. And it was great catching up with one another. (: I hope we can do it more often. Cling on to those precious memories in temasek :)
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collide

2010-01-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

didn't get to go to church today
but did my qt :]
prayed for sam - keep faith! brave girl :D
and my granddad, his condition is getting worse :/
going to see him tomorrow.

didn't really do anything today.
watched family outing.
haha (Y) always good.
never fails to bring laughter!
sarah! go watch la, its a good laugh :)

hmm, i dont know what to blog about leh. lol

two is better than one

2010-01-14T20:51:00.002+08:00

hellloooo, i submitted my jae ytd hoho.
first choice mj, really hope i get in.
open house ytd with kexin
who so kindly pangseh'd after half an hour.
tsktsk, then went nat's house
suppose to help her choose courses,
but ended up eating, talking rubbish, surfing net.
hahahaha, teehee.
but we had fun. lol.

watched gossip girls today.
finished the CD nat gave me alrdy laah.
i wna faster watch some more.
and im a good girl today, i did housework :D

2010-01-13T08:58:00.002+08:00

sarah says my blog is dead, so i should just update it.
kay, nothing much happen other than results day. lol.
11pts, not what i expected :
but i thank God :)
at least i'm still happy with my grades haha.

going to mj open house later with kx
then nat's house to help her choose jae courses
and mayb watch gossip girl :D lol.

and wth is friendship without being able to speak your mind.
i dont know what to say anymore.

2009-08-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

wow lol yale massive spam man lol.

kkay Rachael: eh, havent upload the picture. now i using another computer. lazy haha. next post next post then you see your chio face kay :)

Yale: EH WNA WATCH BANDSLAM NOT?! haha. i really wna watch eh. and you missed me so much uh, spam until like that. very long nv talk to you alrdy. you ah, whole day study, call you also nv answer. tsktsk, you O lvl confirm 6pts lah. get alrdy must treat me kay. haha i not very sad over my chinese lah, for what. you sms my mother somemore hahahahhaa. lame hahaha LAME :D my prelims left one more week. i wna watch bandslam! are you on? sry i heard you go watch harry potter alone :/ IM SORRY. i feel so bad. i'll watch a thousand movies with you to pay back kay. i wna watch orphan too but im underage, unlike you LAO AUNTY :D haha. i still owe you bday present right. gosh, we should go out and get it sometime soon! sian so many movies. i havent watch UP. aaaaaaah, :/ you know limyale there are better things than jaychou HAHA. go watch BIGBANG and fall in love. i have managed to influence alot of people eh. now even natalie dance to that song wth lol. hey this entire post for you. lol im like talking to you through this, isnt it lame. and the whole world gets to see what i wna tell you. im gna stop. LOL. WATCH BIGBAAAAANGGGGG ! okay bye.

SHIT DANG IT.

2009-08-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

today i realised that the person i think was G-Dragon was actually TOP. so i've been practically running around saying someone not cute is cute ew. if you actually understood the above (Y)

the dance is sooooo freaking cool laah. and bloody hell this person called G-Dragon change his hairstyle so frequently i have difficulty recognising him. haha anw TOP (Y).

2009-08-10T18:56:00.004+08:00

i find myself subconsciously reading up on Kpop (shocks face) can you imagine that, i can't. lol. i like bigbang :) haha. soooo nice. esp haru haru and with you. i cant imagine im talking about Kpop on my blog eeeeeh.

okay let's talk jaychou. i like zhou jielun toooooo :D he got mighty good songs and i gta return khoony's CD tmr :(

is it me or does T.O.P look like G-Dragon. dang it, i can't tell the difference, seriously :/

HELLO PLEASE LOVE JAYCHOU :D

(wait till rachel sees this post and goes like omg you like Kpop too or smth like that :O
but not yet DBSK)

2009-07-16T20:39:00.003+08:00

hello pigsy. lol. i've been playing alot of Sims 3 hahaha. and boredom causes you to spam your friend's wall on fb in random haha. Sims 3 is fun. it's like the next big thing in the class lolololol. it started from Mervyn and now its mai noelyn nat kexin rachael sabina sherry. hahahaha. we play between classes, recess and toilets? lol. and i charged my phone last night now its less than 20% haha. never happened bef. and now it's getting boring. sadly :( and so i went on youtube to learn jaychou's pu gong ying de yue ding. my sister is watching suite life and cody is so cute. so funny. so i've typed a whole chunk of nothing.

cody: he thinks you dump on him alot
mum: really? what did he say?
cody: he says you dump on him alot.

haha funny funny. harry potter tomorrow aaaaaaah. i have been slacking the whole day omg chem spa tmr.

2009-07-14T17:28:00.002+08:00

lol let's blog away the previous unhappy post:)

i'm finally blogging cos kx keep saying everytime she comes to my blog its the same page lol. went back to church last saturday after 3 weeks closure. haha really miss church alot. guest speaker from america that day, good service haha :) Vanessa's bday was on saturday and she's got a pineapple for her present lol. there was this cosplay thing in dte and the guys keep standing there and stare. haha and an ning scared of those people. belicia didn't join us for 2nd service ltr.

haha okay updated. haha that korean guy still very hot :D

and someone said she feels like smiling when she sees me. aaaaw, so sweeet right :)

2009-06-15T14:11:00.002+08:00

I don't know how to feel, when I heard that you have no strength to even sit up or speak now. That you're now just lying on the bed, so vulnerable. When I spoke to you just now, I was just so afraid that I'm not going to see you again. you couldn't even speak. It's like the whole world is crashing down on me and I can't breathe. And I just remember the times when I was younger, how you cared for me and loved me. Right up to the time, you began to become weaker, you couldn't go for walks outside anymore. The day you were baptised, the day you received Christ. I was happy. That now, no matter what happens, I'll cling on to that one day when I'll see you in heaven again. I love you Grandpa, I always will.

2009-06-14T17:06:00.002+08:00

No Boundaries - Kris Allen
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

church yesterday was great. an ning and belicia never go :( lol. but the service was great. it's sad to see people in India standing firm in God's faith and yet getting persecuted. One day, they will be freed.

2009-06-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

photoshoot yesterday. haha. the blazer damn cool right, :) so is my hair in the last photo hahahah. what, cannot touch eyebrows what. lol. been eating mcwings so often lah lol. rachael is crazy about mcwings. hahaha.

watched hannah montana the movie just now :) haha travis is so cuteee :D. gabriel is insisting on watching drag me to hell. noo, scary show. Harper's Island is very nice :)

2009-04-12T15:58:00.003+08:00

wooo, felt like blogging on blogger today hahaha. went to duman high yesterday! :) damn tired, walked in court shoes the whole day = more blisters D: haha, seriously! on wednesday must bring damn alot of plasters hahahahha. reached school at around 730. went to eat dinner with gale +++ lol. damn alot of us went bedok corner. eat and walked to tanah merah mrt. nicholas says save petrol ._. lol. so we walked to mrt. on the way, witness a frog getting run over :O really damn ew haha. then mrt'd back with wanqi to whitesands and home! haha.

spongebob is on tv and he/she is damn lame lol. is spongebob a he or a she. hmm, omg yale i can't believe you like spongebob lol! thanks for the notes haha. sorry about yesterday lah :( i go eat with you after exams okay! then you can come rollerblading! weee :D

2009-04-06T18:45:00.002+08:00

SINCE mr gabriel keeps saying my blog is dead ._. i'll revive it. lol but i have no idea what to say so i'll probably talk crap lol. awww, we all know you wna listen to me, even though it's crap hahahahaha. right, prayer meeting is no more and i'm really really sad :( it's so super sad lah thank you. really appreciate the complain tyvm. aiya no point being sad, let's find a place to do prayer meetings! currently, can think of none though :/ :O D: ! :( lol. see, was the pretty crap? haha.

okay i'm going to talk about what i like. i like to watch pi li mit, and i'm at ep 16 part 4/7 :O :O haha rachel! ending soon eh. i think tian shi laoshi is the culprit. but i dont know yet. haha, it's getting quite boring cos tian mo xing has to be the bad one :( and watching 9pm show is awesome! haha, really eh! here's something i don't think you know: i watch css everyweek! haha. no really, i just dont support anyone lol! that's irrelevant :( and everything here is as well.

omgomg gna see yale this week? i hope lah. friday she cannot, got what cousin's birthday woh lol. and saturday i going DHS :O lol. i really really wna go sports meet :( i should have taken part in the running, then can go see leh! but the school will lose la LOL. i dont want to go marina barrage with little noisy kids :O aiyo, i have really sad life :( lol. this post alot of :( and :O HAHA
let's flood !!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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hahaha spam spam, are you feeling happy now?

okay the above post is purely retarded, you dont have to read it. :)

2009-03-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for a gazillion years haha. no i mean on blogger, i still blog on lj. and gabriel is dumb enough not to notice that hoho. i miss church too much, haven't been going for weeks. thank God there is prayer meeting :) sorry for replying you people's smses only this morning. slept too early yesterday, like 9.30 haha so pro (Y) an ning didn't come cos i smsed her too late :( sadly, gabriel came :O haha. praise and worship, prayed. and talked, didn't play any ma tong or handyplast today hahahahahahaa. played guitar. stupid brandon teach teach don't know what he teaching. haha but still thanks :)

(ps : im spamming rachel with smiley faces and retarded-ness)

hahahaha. high le high le. i'm breathing through my mouth and all the dust gets trapped in my throat starts coughing, and the cycle starts once more. hohoho, i heard CO yesterday was kns. they're increasing practices like (!@^&# don't come telling me 'if you cannot handle your cca what makes you think that you can handle your studies'. then i'll tell you that studies takes priority over cca. ask around. we're giving you the respect, don't push your luck, don't abuse it. one more thing, please look at your own section before judging others. your section very good meh?

2009-03-04T18:06:00.001+08:00

HAHA WILLIE IS STARTING TO TALK LIKE ME.

Im Excited To Get A PSP And Im Sad To Be Just Only ______ says:
yo
SHERMAINE♥ SIAODING : ) says:
so i know you
SHERMAINE♥ SIAODING : ) says:
do*
Im Excited To Get A PSP And Im Sad To Be Just Only ______ says:
yea
Im Excited To Get A PSP And Im Sad To Be Just Only ______ says:
im your bestest best fren

2009-03-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

nat is stupid

LOL on the brightside, i stopped you from falling off your chair :)
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
OMG I CANT WAIT TO KISS YOU.
SHERMAINE♥ SIAODING : ) says:
eh?
MY HERROOO IS COMING TO SAVE ME. says:
NO WAIT I MEANT KILL YOU.
SHERMAINE♥ SIAODING : ) says:
LOL
SHERMAINE♥ SIAODING : ) says:
OKAY THAT MADE ME LAUGH DAMN HARD.

HAHA?!

2009-02-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

grrrrrr, im screw'd. i need a brown paper bag to cover my face. anyone? oh gosh, :/

2009-02-25T15:53:00.003+08:00

walked to the interchange today with my grandma, it's been such a long time since we spent time together. there is no part in my childhood without her. i felt like i haven't been spending enough time with her. Sometime's i wonder what is it like when on day, she's no longer with me. when one day, she is not by my side anymore. Then i realised that i actually love her so much more than anyone else. That when one day when she's gone, i'll miss her so much. But I thank God that she accepted Christ, and i know that when the day comes for me to go back home, that i'll see her there. I love you Grandma, always.

2009-02-23T19:17:00.002+08:00

FYI to you stalkers there, i have a new LJ, okay its not really new. http://checkedsquares.livejournal.com/ :) :).

lol. i'll be posting here there here there which one i like. but the skin actually works omg. i spent 3hours ytd with sarah figuring out how to do it.

My Condolence to Koh Seng's Mum

sorry im not able to be at the wake tonight. take care.

my 40inch flat screen teeeveeeeee!

2009-02-22T11:08:00.002+08:00

Over the mountain and the seas, your river runs with love for me

and i will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free

Bio test ahhhhhhh. so many chaps :O and chem test is on that day too! and the day before is tuesday which means CCA! DD: oh nooooo.

willie wants thanks cos he scanned his amaths for me.
THANK YOU.
here's your bigbig, wheres mine!

2009-02-21T22:48:00.004+08:00

Worthy is the Lamb ;

Cell was awesome haha. i miss cell so so so so so much. more than that actually. too much :) but bel and vanfung totally pangseh'd me. nice uh :( im tired now. bio test is bomb. and tuesday got cca. and there are so many things to study grrrrrrr. im tired :( so tired lol. great day today, awesome is coolzx. im rubbishing and you probably don't wna hear me rubbish. so byezx.

i've been using alot of 'zx' lately (gives surprise face!)

2009-02-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

You tore the veil , You made a way

When you said and it is done :)

Praise God I'm going to cell today :) haha. but still, sadly i can't go to service. but still :D i havent seen them like 3 weeks :( haha i know they are starting to miss me toooo! :D went to school. i was still slightly late cos i went to eat breakfast with my fam :) then late haha. today's co was boring but, we're improving i guess? hope so luh. my fingertips ache like woohoo. so excited so excited smiles smiles smiles.

maybe some of you don't know why i so happy for what. its just that, i dont come from a christian family. being able to going to church everyweek is really what i desire. if you come for a christian fam, appreciate it. You're really really lucky. :)

2009-02-20T15:40:00.002+08:00

"I will never turn away anyone who comes to me." - John 6:37

grrr, school has been hectic. test, more test, even more test. according to sabina's cousin, they had a very slack term 1 last year. just because we're gna determine if the sch moves up a band, they chiong us like siao -.- i felt like i've been running for weeks, i haven't stop abit, and i'll have to keep on running till Os is over.

lol today's school was dead, cos i was really tired. then like i nearly slept during silent reading uh :) stayed back after sch for some chinese compo writing competition. obviously i not representing school luh. earning CIP hours :) lol. not bad eh. just sit that hhahahahaa :D no chi remedial some more. then met wenqing faith bus'd with them. then mrt'd. i bought popstar, lol, spend money to destress. im going broke :/ lol. tuition ltr weeeeeeee ~ i dont know why im actually looking forward to it. maybe cos got no homework rofl.

2009-02-19T15:37:00.002+08:00

Oh yah, but first, talked to Maine for 41 mins +- on the phone yesterday night!I love that piece of nonsense! :)Hurhur :DI'm glad we both (: abit more today!See you soon my dear (:

hey hey im not a piece of nonsense ty :) it is so difficult to talk to you on the phone luh. busy entertaining your homework instead of the piece of nonsense. LOL. pepper lunchhhhh :)
-
i was reading someone's blog and like its so true. sometimes when you wna talk to someone really close to you, she doesn't bother. she tells you about stuff that you're not in the mood to know. after you hang up, you realise that you haven't told her what you actually wanted to say. sometimes people that aren't close to you are really the ones who bothers to reach out.

that wasn't something emo (to gabriel), its just a fact of life. lol.

PE today was okay. we didn't do physical :D :D haha. he so nicely let us off. then geog test was like 8 marks -.- and i spent more time studying it then studying last week's one. (smacks head) english was like english. lol lame. then went up real early after recess, lol. got asked to leave the class cos recess hadn't ended. sat outside class (whoa, makes a difference -.-) then emaths test, how can x < (something) means x = (something). im screw'd up haha. then had chem pract. went to eat lunch with nat and sarah. took papers from samuel and went home, saw meiyunn on bus. talked to cheeyan about life lol. nah, we only talk about academic. now im waiting for my piano teacher to come.

2009-02-18T16:01:00.003+08:00

i really really want to thank :
yale for calling me last night and caring for me, thanks bestest best, ily :) dont worry about what's going on in school, i'll pray for you. things will get better:)
sarah for letting me pour everything out :)
gabriel for being there too, even though you keep saying my cookies can kill :)
-

im much much better. the only thing im depress about is my stupid pimple that wouldn't go away :( tomorrow is pe which means another round of stupid physical torture. (sighs) lol. i don't think we'll be having anymore games until after the test. sian right. anw, went to school early for prayer meeting today. haha i was kind of late, gabriel was too. and none of the cell members turn up -.- so we had prayer meeting in the dance studio. wasn't too bad, but they should get more serious. played handyplast. and i gt freaking sabo'd and smacked on the leg so many times. still, fun :)

lessons today were really awesome cos we practically only had physics, amaths and chi. 5/2 came to apologise and we apologised back. and i think we're sitting where the upset girl is sitting, and thats why shes so upset :/ we should really go apologise. then had discussion on class outing. overnight at underwaterworld? awesome :D imagine sleeping with the sharks, starfishes etc. HAHA. okay lame, finished at 3 today.

2009-02-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

sometimes all it takes is another chance to get things right ;

school was alright. just doing the usual stuff, life goes round and round. and i've got a sad pink pimple on my right cheek that looks like a mosquitoe bite :/

sadly, nothing seems to be going right.

i just can't wait till the next gathering with yale :) and jeremy's notes are quite useful leh. the ss one haha. he's like what, the role model rofl. all the aunties photocopying his notes. 6pts student, duh haha.

Rihanna - Take A Bow
Ohhhhhh
How about a round of applause yea
standin ovation
Ohhhhh wooow yea
yea yea yea yea

[Verse 1]
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Vamp]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

[Verse 2]
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This looks just like the re-run
Please, what else is on

[Vamp]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets hear your speech oh
How bout a round of applause
A standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
u really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

Lord i need you right now

2009-02-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling going all over again,

i hate to know that its coming back,

i hate to know i have no control over it.

i hate it cos its haunting every single minute of my life.

i hate it cos it'll never come true.

i hate it that you came into my life, messing up unknowingly.

i hate the messed up feeling inside me that contradicts everytime,

i hate the fact that you existed, cos its you all over again.

i long to see you, but i dread to see you.

you're the cause and the only way to stop it.

you're like the very fantasy, imaginary - never real.

because in a world you exist, nothing is the same.

2009-02-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

yoyo today was an awesome tiring day out!:D went to sch for co at 9 but was suppose to reach at 8.30. i forgot all about it haha. then left at 10.30. changed at school with rachel gale huishan then went to century square to meet bengummybear. LOL. decided to eat lunch separately cos me and hs are just too big a shiny lightbulb. :) then met them ard 1 to play arcade. play 2bucks nia lol. i dont wna spend too much. kna own by gt :( and ben stand there and laugh thanks ah! i know your girlf own me luh ! HAHAHAHAA. train'd to city hall and walked to esplanade. got tickets and gave out VEEday presents :)

BREAKOUT WAS AWESOME LIKE SERIOUSLY. the guy got packs rofl. then show quite entertaining. GOOD MAN (Y) awesome.

heres the stupid part. wannted to go marina square to watch wedding game. walked very long and finally found the cinema, the show is sold out. walked around then ate dinner. decided to go bugis watch so we train'd there. then the movie there sucks. like what, 5 movies -.- then train'd to tampmall. but we took the wrong side, zzzzz. went to raffles place. then switch over, finally reach tm at 7. managed to get tickets and went to the wrong theatre, then realised and went out to the correct one. WHAT A DAY! but it was fun thank you sarah so much :) it was the best veeeeday :D

2009-02-12T16:01:00.002+08:00

PE WAS HELL

seriously man. grrrr. i think we well ran like 3plus km plus all the stupid stuff. circuit training. oh and im not done, lol we're given 5mins for break then i was one of the few who came back late (guilty) im sorry 4/2 :( then punishment was running 2rounds. girls run in 3mins 40sec. guys run in 2mins ++sec. then after the first round i was like 1min20 alrdy. then i did wrong mental calculation and thought i was gna be pass the time. then i ran like siao end up i was 1min early. piang eh, and nat followed me cos im stupid. rofl. like idiots can. gr, waste energy. then ran another 2 rounds cos some people didn't make it. then i just totally feel like sleeping.

geog test was stupid cos i didnt study one bit for the test thanks to ms soh and her file. then i managed to get 3 factors correct miraculously. then i somehow remembered mr tan core-periphery model without listening in class. how cool is that? lol. english was haha, fun? :) cos we had a relief teacher :) recessed, ate porridge wooo~ exciting lol. thennn, emaths, chem, ss remedial (ms soh says SMT not REMEDIAL)? lol. you can choose to ignore ths post you know. lol the fact you're reading it means im cool and you wna know more about me :) okay forget that, im crapping.

im home now trying to finish a theory paper( that is suppose to be done in 3hours) in half and hour. :) call me genius :) wo yao shui jiao :)

2009-02-11T17:55:00.002+08:00

LIM YALE I MISS YOU MANZX

how are you fat ass! you have been somehow so busy at school you don't come online! :( i can't wait for the next pepper lunch date! haha so exciting. see, you never come online i have to resort to this in order to talk to you ! :( call me some time okay? :D

lol i didn't know so many of my fam members are like relatives in facebook. im gna start adding them all hahaa (irrelevant). and im asking jeremy about jc. sighs, he thinks i should go vj. lol then i can dig daryl's secret, HEY YALE, GOOD PLAN HOR! :) hahaha, must see whether i can get in first not lah :(

im alone at home. rotting into the future with no future. lol. and the stupid mosquitoe bites on the feet didn't turn out to be mosquitoe bites. they turn out to be nasty rash that appears only on the soles of feet and palms. i have walking difficulties and im stomping my way around. thats pretty much my life for the time being :)

2009-02-09T17:31:00.002+08:00

brought cheesecake to school today lol. cos mum says its too fattening, she wants to share the fats. it was eaten by lots and lots of people. lol. kexin keep saying until very nice, making me very happy lol. and nat say its halfway standard to some super highclass cheesecake. lame right rofl. but happy luh :)

lesson was boring luh huh. lol then went home with rachel. boarded 14, but out of kindness got off the bus cos rachel and sarah weren't on it lol. then mrt'd and met wenya and kexin lol. they slow lah :) then took 17 home and binglun was on it! talked about some chem stuff hahahahahahaa you guys should know right. LOL

yay people love my cheesecake so:
GABRIEL LIM my cheesecake is not chaotah. :) and you know you want it :D

2009-02-08T17:36:00.000+08:00

grrrr, theres something seriously wrong with this blogskin. when i insert the tagboard code nothing appears! im trying to do smth nowwwwww :(

2009-02-07T16:06:00.003+08:00

hello all. im feeling really annoyed at this particular person. but this is a public blog, so i can't say much. I can't stand the way this person can't accept the fact that someone else can do better than him/her (choose which ever gender). I can't stand the way this person puts 'someone else' down. I can't stand the way this person flaunts about himself/herself because this person obviously wants attention. Yay, i managed to do this by censoring the person's identity!:)

yesterday's amaths tuition was quite okay? lol. had only 4 people (including me) in the class. and guess what, 3 out of 4 of us from eliaspark. lol. XueEr and XueHan. haha cool right i know :) the teacher quite lame rofl, like mr yong like that o.0 HAHA.

today is mum's birthday. chiong home from school yesterday to make her an awesome cake :) duh it was a success!:D

haha cool right! i know, must see who bake one what. mum was sooooo touched hahahahaa. cheesecake somemore, i guessed she liked it luh rofl. my dad was abit eh. lol. like sleepy, so he was abit sian rofl.

WARNING: you really wouldn't want to offend willie.
when i told him about this person, he says (to this person): FUCK OFF YOU BITCH YOU THINK YOU VERY GOOD IS IT? YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!
freaky? lol i know.

2009-02-04T18:02:00.003+08:00

helllllllooooo. (no smiley face)

how to smile when theres remedial everyday

when its enough to drive me crazy! :(

came to school at 8 for PSL meeting.

we're gna have student leader meeting next wed morning!

means: i cannot sleep late late :(

voted for sec 3 chairmanssssss.

school was AHHHHHHH, then still got physics remedial.

then still got geog remedial (bangs wall)

went home with willie and binglun cos he say he gna buy cadbury mcflurry for me :)

saw jezreel on the way, omg i cannot go out with that girl man.

she laughs like o.0!

then i very nicely wanted to return willie's money cos im so nice :D

then he threw it in my bag lah thanks alot. all the coins are like woo, in different compartments.

-.-!

(by request of willie ang)

THANK YOU BIGBIG FOR THE CADBURY CHOC MCFLURRY.

lol happy liao ma?!

his hideous handwriting (shakes head)!

(click to view) -.-

2009-01-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

I've been rather happy these few days! lol. random :)

sooooo, yes. where did i stop updating. i think friday?! lol.
( im doing random facebook quizes. hey they are quitefun! )
lol. okay lame irrelevant.

went to school on friday lah duh .
erm, then i sat alone :) :) :)
then ate with amanda and rachel at whitesands.
later went to party at yale's house. ( or so she claims as party )
play blackjack, with jeremy as banker.
he's damn lucky lah, i only won 1dollar lol awesome :D
Jeremy went NJ and Daryl went VJ. wohhhhh.
VJ leh LOL. i want D:
went home very early cos today got lesson -.-

mum send me to school for 2.5hrs of bio and 1.5hrs of CO.
bio was , disgusting
i found out only today how painful childbirth is and yet my mum gave birth to me naturally.
I LOVE YOU MUMMY :D ( really alot )
lol i kept telling her how awesome she is today.
i think that made her really happy :)

went to my cousin's house today.
cute dogs! haha very cute leh.
i got kissed by the dog twice D:
so loved :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
right, play blackjack again, and won 2bucks lol.
EVEN THOUGH I GOT GOOD CARDS LEH.
banker pro lorrr~

tmr going visiting again .
father and mother's really old friends lol.
like pri or sec?! or maybe poly/uni. LOL
NO IDEA.

2009-01-29T16:00:00.003+08:00

lol busy week. it seems like i have never had a good rest since school reopen. everyday is just more more and more. lol. if you get what i mean. plus, remedials are starting next week. their not exactly remedials, more like extra classes. maths and english is on monday, which means i have to cancel my piano lesson. gah, life.

yesterday was crap lol. the performance sucked, co sucked, syf = COP :D lol even AV talked about us behind the curtains. stupid jingen, talk so loud! lol. then went to my aunt's house eat eat eat :D watch them play mahjong, quite boring lah, all the my-age cousins not there. so ya lor. then we counted, my mum's side all tgt got 60 people :O beat that. (not counting my ahma cos shes dead. and not counting my dead aunty and uncle)

today's pe was :O lol. run sprint run sprint run sprint run sprint. thank god next week we're doing sports!:D then geog, i have no idea what we did :) english was just rattlesssss~ lol. then emaths and chem. then ms lim had extra lessons for 1h :( took sabina's car home, her mum damn nice!:D

fish and co express tonight! YAAAAAY:D
yale's house tmr! YAAAAAAAAAAAY:D

I PASSED AMATHS TEST! (B4) YAAAAAAAAAAY:D

2009-01-27T15:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!:D
GONG XI FA CAI, HONG BAO NA LAI!

lol lame and random. hahaahahahaa:D
right, woke up yesterday around 9. haah, quite early alrdy lor (considering)
went to ahma's house. lol. she cooks only once a year, rare you know. :)
lunch was awesome lol, :D
slacked around for a few hours then headed to mum's side.
okay, edward intro'd this website game: http://www.hotel626.com
ya i think its this address, if you want go in there to have a good scare.
i mean seriously, it is scary
they played the game ytd, and woohoo, lol. freaky.
the ghost are very freaky, and also, the game is actually full screen .
so ya, the ghost just come screaming full screen in your comp, you scream too, then you laugh.
LOL. but seriously, IT IS SCARY, so don't come to me telling me its my fault. I WARNED YOU! :D
but its quite fun lah, and you can only play the game from 6pm-6am. try playing at 12am:D

right, played BLACKJACK!:D lol what is newyear without blackjack? :D won 7bucks, not bad alrdy leh.
Sheryl won 1.30. lol. haha. tried playing big two with money, woh, nv do that lol.
i lost money. not alot, but yeah, i lost. :(
sean sam edward all win before, only i nv win lah :(
play mahjong without money, LOL.
team with edmund, sia la, we win sia.
we both amateurs some more:D

lol. awesome CNY, im seeing them this sat again.
at sister amie's house (LOL SISTER AMIE)
haha, right, at her house.
with dogs wii blackjack bigtwo mahjong ds psp
WOOOOOO :D

doing ss essay now :(

2009-01-25T12:39:00.002+08:00

reunion dinner last night was awesome!:D (really).
Edmund brought his laptop then we decided to watch youtube vids.
Obviously nigahiga lah. lol. we spent like a few long hours watching until the adults called us anti-social. (shrugs)
okay if you watched twilight, you so have to watch this Movie in Minutes: Twilight

really man, they are comedy to the max lol. i super like the car part.
and the
E: 'what am i? say it out loud!'
B: 'a mermaid!'
LOL SERIOUSLY. we watched that vid almost 5 times and we can't stop laughing!:D
and alice was seriously fugly lol.

anw the iPod Human is quite cool!

lol. really really cool. twilight is still faved! lol. too bad they made James so... -.- lol. (no comments)
and i know YaLe super like this one:

2009-01-24T12:42:00.002+08:00

biotest ytd was quite cool manzxzxzx! :D lol i did the question in assessment book and it actually came out! :) :) :) :) of cos happy to the max lah! :D
Everyone is listening to Taylor Swift's LOVE SONG like suddenly.
its number one in the top 100 according to lyricsmode. :O lol.

right then stayed back to study with van, well not really study. i can't study with her lah! :/ nicholas and daniel had cca (laughs laughs) :D
gabriel was a real distraction man, keep talking . lol. i gave up doing maths halfway.
and right! kh: i have no idea what you wrote on my book. i didn't get it at all leh!
then took 14 and mrt to White Sands. walked home with van while she went downtown.
went home slack for awhile, then went to church! :D CNY service lol.

going for reunion dinner tonight. CNY is coming whoaaaa, ANG BAOS :D

2009-01-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

woohoo! back from the Marina Barrage. Hey, nice scenery lehs!

im really lazy to upload more, go to my facebook if you wna seeeeee :D

Natalie has more picts in a cam though. Like jumping for 30 shots, omg that is dumb lol.

we were back at school really early, like 12.30 i think. And we were dismissed!

took 14 and mrt with kexin wenya willie. stupid willie wants to act cool, keep jay walking. tsktsk.

and he so owes me my CKT. :( after eating KFC, went home. once i was online, all that rubbish person could talk about was his CKT.

i shall bury my head in my bio textbook now! studying with van tmr at school! ANYONE?! :)

why is it that you had to resemble him so much

2009-01-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

i changed my blogskin yay!:D i had to spend so long looking for avatars cos the picts are just so gay lol. walalalalalala. amaths test sucked like omgggggg. i need someone to go amaths tuition with me! i know most of you have liao lah LOL. whitesands friday 5-6.30. finally after months of saying i need tuition, im finally gna get one!:D

today's school was exciting i guess! haha in many ways. especially rachel's idol! lol. we got so freaking excited we forgot everything haha. shall not elaborate. 12'd to school. nearly got knocked down by a damn motorbike when crossing the road, thanks to 12. ya but dang, i still missed the bus. after waiting like awhile, then another 12 came. then walked to school. rachel met up with amanda cos amanda was sick and rach scared she faint. then had amaths. then physics and ss.

i got my IC during recess! LOL, so exciting right. like finally :) but dang it, i just turned 15 less than 2 months ago and yale is 16. OLD! lol. okay right, amaths test was bad, it can't be worse. but i really dont wna be put on probation! :( :( :( God help me :) bio test on frrrridday. LOL. learning journey tmr! WOOOO~

2009-01-19T15:31:00.002+08:00

went to yale's house ytd. but she wasnt there! jerry jeremy and the uncles were playing chinese chess lol! and i didn't know jeremy doesnt take HCL. haha. i thought he took man! rofl. the last time i saw him, me and yale happily saved all our birthdays in so that he will wake up at 12am to wish us. then i forgot to save my number lol. okay dumb, but i saved ytd! and my sis did too. he's gna have a tough time everytime his phone rings yay!:D LOL!

today was really quiet. or rather i was really quiet, didn't feel like talking. english oral first. i was really the last person to take my oral. ran up to ss class, lucky miss soh never scold. then went for recess and then bio spa. ~ it wasn't that bad. we were released at 12.45 okay! but we couldn't leave so we sat around until 1.30. then walked to 12 with elise! lol.

-

This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

2009-01-17T15:11:00.002+08:00

THANKS ELISE FOR THE AWESOME DAY OUT!:D

LOL! haha really cool going out with you man. we're cheapo people yay! :) LOL. okay that was stupid. pangseh'd by nat and yale again. awesome, life just gets better ! elise finished her chi remedial at 2. then we sat at the busstop waiting for bus. omggggg , hahaa. hot guy lol. took 48 to bugis street. eat macs, then went to shop. lol quite cool man. the stuff there are cheap ! i think if nat went with me, she'll have brought me to some high class shopping place lol. met mai there. lol. shopping with her friend haha! then walked around somemore. bought some clothes. elise got herself a shirt and a pair of earrings. lol thank you alot man elise :) she didnt bring money so she cant buy and yet she walked hours with me :D ILY haha. then mrt'd home.

I STLL HAVE 40+bucks LEFT AND IM GOING WITH ELISE SOMETIME SOON! OMG COOLNESS!:D

2009-01-14T18:04:00.003+08:00

arghhhh! sec four is soooo darn busy man! LOL. so much things to do, so little time. and classes are torture due to some people you sit with! -.- 100% irritated. omg. i've survived 1 week and a half. 9 more weeks to go! D: its really sad you know. we had assembly until like 2.30. and i was still rejoicing that we actually skipped half an hour of bio. but we ended up staying back until 4! :( so sian lah.

im going to put lower braces tmr! :D and im gna put red for CNY! lol. haha. so when people see me, they remember my angbaos! lol. okay thats crap but yeah! :D saturdays are so taken up by school :( 31st jan lesson from 8-12.30! :O 4 hours of power pact bio and chem. darn ass. just realised something man, vincent ng is quite cute lol! the one acting in the 5.30 show HAAH. okay that was just irrelevant.

we went to the career website today during alive. not bad man. me and sabby aiming to take forensic science in TP lol! 15 points leh. piang eh. lol. english pass, can go liao whatthe. haha awesome! LOL. im going to clementi tmrrrr :O :O!

2009-01-13T09:34:00.001+08:00

FOR THE SAKE OF SEAH SAMANTHA.
I SAW HER AT CHURCH ON SATURDAY!

2009-01-13T09:26:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK after a few days of MIA-ing LOL! SO much has happened :) YaLe's Bday has passed, so has sabby's!:D and the Os results are out yesterday. Sitting there watching the seniors get their result. haha! I think our school did so much better than last year. soo, we have a full day off! :) & im really happy for my HCL friends who got satisfying results too! Yale was so darn excited on the phone lol please! and Sean did well too! 11points, a pity too cos he got a B3 in english but 6 distinctions! :D

the graduated batch of 4/2 really left us with so much pressure lah! same teacher some more. EMATHS 100% distinction, AMATHS 90+% distinction. mryong is gna drive us like mad :( suddenly the stress of O lvls is becoming a reality and calling me back from my Lala LAND. lol. and im staying home today cos i got pangseh'd by 2 people! and the rest is studying at home. i shall get back to it toooo! :(

2009-01-08T17:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA FUNG!:D
hello girl! you're 16! *gasps* so old! HAHA. KIDDING :) thank you so much for being such a coooool friend!:D take care and grow in the Lord! :D MANY LOVES FOR YOU!:D

-

conference with dorothy and zaacheus last night.
lol and hes gna start daoing us? rofl.
bel started mugging for Os alrdy! D:

Os results are coming out next mon!
and sec fours are actually gna see it.
how freaky :(

brought the yearbook to school today
to change cos most of my pages fell out ! lol.
hey its not only me lor, gale rachel sarah nat 's all drop out.
and i got a new one! yay :)

PE
im 164cm!:D
and i actually lost 3kg!
how unbelievable is that?! LOL.
geog
we didn't really do anything, really.
the hour just passed rather quickly.
english

nat at noodle stall for 5 days! LOL.
haha thumbs up for you!:D

emaths
cumulative frequency? LOL.
chemistry
went through worksheet.

then went to coffeeshop to eat with rachel sarah nat
nat was doing work lah! lol.
then walkd to bus 12 while they walked back to school. LOL.

kexin didn't come to school because of her hand. :(
TAKE CARE! :D

2009-01-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

heyheyyouyou!
this song is so stuck in my head after ytd lol.
and womanizer too! lol.

haha yesterday was great awesome really cool super duper yay!
my last sec one orientation :(
but i have one more last event in feb :)
and i now have 2 brothers and one twin WOW lol.
and it only started with me and hangrong HAHA!

hey psls, i really like to thank all of you guys for the really great memories throughout this 3years or so. I want to let all of you know that all of you have really made a great difference in my life. I never regretted joining PSL and I've learnt many many lessons that will definitely help me in the future. PSL is such a big great loving family and everyone is just so caring and cool!:D Let's not forget each other even after we step down. Lets keep in contact and meet up frequently kay! I hope that after the Sec Fours step down, the Sec twos and Sec threes will go forth and bring PSL to greater heights!
Thank you MeiYunn, Samantha, Hang Rong, Joseph, Sangeetha, Michelle Tan, Daniel, WenQing, JingEn, Walker, ShiQi, Melissa, Jane, Faith, Katie, Henry, Ranjanni, Chee Yan, Jolene, Jasmin, Joal, Darren and Cheyenne!:D Love you guys :)

-

haha.
couldn't wake up today man.
super tired okay! LOL.

boarded 12 at 8 and rach didnt board the bus.
so i dropped at next stop and cabbed to school.
and we still reach at like 8.40 lol!

amaths
test paper again. and did worksheet.
chinese
~
physics
whoa, i just found out tht physics got darn alot of mistakes.
first, they said current flowed from positive to negative,
then they discovered that nothing flow from positive to negative
electrons flow from negative to positive.
and now, force doesnt move electrons, energy does
LOL!

was queuing for pataya mee.
and then ask sk help buy.
he took the note but nv take the coins.
so i pushed it in his hand and the coin fell into my curry
dang lol. so grossssss!

alive
omggggg,
every teacher comes in and stress us.
im so stressed up now :(!
ftct
spot check!
the school is going to the extreme man.
tsktsktsk.
-

There must be more than this
O breath of God, come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for You
Fill us anew we pray
Fill us anew we pray

Consuming fire, fan into flames
A passion for Your name
Spirit of God, fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to Your praise
Lord let Your glory fall
Lord let Your glory fall

2009-01-05T15:44:00.002+08:00

hey you!
lol guess what time i woke up today!
SIX THIRTY lol. major late.
i got ready in 15mins.
how awesome am i?!
then rushed to school and ate breakfast.

amaths
didnt really do anything
except getting back the test paper.
physics
notesnotes.
biology
haah. i half finished the endocrine system but i handed up anw. :)

the tomyam noodles for recess was super sour lol.
really THAI~

english
yak!
ss
back to miss soh again :)
quite entertaining actually lol!

thank you sabina for the really cool paperclip/paperweight :) its snowman with a beanie!:D
HAHA. lol.

going to the chinese physician again :/
a long day in school tomorrow! up till 9!
*faints*

2009-01-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

You are here among us
for we have gathered in your name
We can feel your presence in this place

You are here among us
You are enthroned upon your praise
You are here, here to heal and here to save

You are here in our midst
How we've waited for moments like this
Have your way in this place
Holy spirit come do as you wish
We are changed as you move in our midst

-

Come Holy Spirit fall on me now
I need your anointing come in you power
I love you HolySpirit
You're captivating my soul
And every day i grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hands
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see you face to face
I worship you in spirit and in truth

2009-01-03T17:26:00.002+08:00

lol.

thanks willie for lending me a math ws!
many loves for you~
yay you got it lol. dont come after me okay!

lol went to school today for cca orientation.
reached at 7.30 haha.
then mended the booth and slacked around.
we had 48 people who signed up you know!
so cool right. like damn alot lah. :)

then dad came to pick me at 2+ and went to the physician.
he said my vein something something. i dont know what happen to my leg.
but i know it looks like nat's leg now
HAHAHAH. wth very lame lah.

wohhh, i still dont feel like im in sec 4.
omg so old:(

2009-01-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

heelllooo!
this is my first post of the year!:D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOUUUUU!

i know lah, abit late.
but who cares!:D

countdown to yl's bday!
EXACTLY A WEEEEKKK!:D
maybe i can go eat pepper lunch with her
LATE LUNCH. lol.
anyway school ends like 2.45 also HAHHA.

today's school was really a dry first day! hahaha.
thanks NAT for the really cool shirt. we shall wear it tgt some day!:D
thanks KH for the really cool twilight notebook! HAHA really awesome! :)
thanks GAB for the really cool chocs and not so cool note! HAHA.

another tiring day in school tmr :(
and i can't go church. so sad right.

2008-12-31T13:54:00.004+08:00

reading your blog always make me seem like i was never in your life
like everyone matters except me
we haven't talk for ages
im trying to fill up the gap between us
but you always seem so far away
it hasn't been easy keeping up with our friendship
why is it that losing another friend to you means so much more than you losing me
or is it because you know i'll always be there when you need me
but whenever i need someone to talk to, you're never there
i don't want to be someone for you to run to when you have problems only
friends are there for each other to share everything, not only problems
i really hope 2009 will be a much much much better year
and that we'll run into less problems
i'll never forget a year ago when you were always there for me
but i really see alot alot of change in you

i really hope im still someone you know you can confide in no matter what happens
i know you're having loads of stress within your family
and i really don't want to add to it
i hope that even though next year after we step down from cca
that we can still be the closest friends

shermaine.

2008-12-31T10:49:00.002+08:00

this is my 401th post lol.
random!

back from malaysia! HAHA.
had loads of fun man! :)

25th dec
woke up at like 5 then left house at 5.30
drove to the first toilet stop (i have no idea wht its called)
met with YaLe, Jerry Jeremy Nicole Daryl Damien
then drove up to A famosa~

it was past noon then we just slacked around in the villa
played articulate! very fun you know.
there is a deck of cards and we're suppose to describe the word on the card to our teammates.
then once jeremy got 'guarantee' he went like CHOP CHOP, and daryl said pork chop!
haah super no link.
and once sheryl had 'artery' and she said VEIN!
and daryl said vain pot.
LOL.
then went to cowboy town.
the food there sucks real bad. haha.
then watched the parade and went for the 4D animation movie called the haunted office.
haha quite good.

26th dec
stayed at the villa the whole day and play some games lol.
i love the bean game lah!:D
it was quite entertaining.
and we actually finished most of the food supplies!
*beams* the adults came back and got a shock lol!

27th dec
went to the water world!
ya and thats where i got my sunburn.
PAIN OKAY! lol.
on my shoulders. and galetan smacked me on my shoulders ytd! :/
some rides were super freaky like the near 90degrees one.
ahhh, lol my heart dropped.
i was like saying 'i scared i slide down halfway my heart stop then i die how'
LOL. jeremy still keep saying when he got down his butt like not touching the slide!
wth scare me only lah. i nv even experienced that! -.-

then went back and played archery lol.
i sucked man :(
ate dinner and jeremy jerry yale went home.
pangseh me lah that girl!
for her friend's wedding ! -.-
nvm i shall let her off, she's putting her braces today lol!

28th dec
drove back to sg.
didn't really do anything lah!

SO THATS ABOUT IT.
darn, bedok cell is currently having cell at belicia's house.
and i can't go cos my mother ask me to get ready for school!
:(

COUNTDOWN TONIGHT AT UNCLE GAN'S HOUSE!:D

2008-12-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH CHUA!

you are now officially 15 so,,, GROW UP!:D it was really nice having you as a greattt friendddd :) its okay, i'll keep your little mean secret hahahahahahahahhaa. enjoy today! take care and grow in the lord :)

HEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY.

watched twilight today!
YOU WNA KNOW WHATS, JAMES IS SO FREAKING HOT :D
AND IM SO SERIOUS! HE IS SO HOTTT :)
im serious you know! TAYLOR SHOULD REALLY GET SHORT HAIR MAN.
but still, he is hot. hotter than edward ANYWAY.
EMMETT is really hot toooo. AHHH, TWILIGHT :D!

shermaine once again went twilight crazy :D

2008-12-22T09:28:00.002+08:00

Lord have your way in me, not my will yours be done ;

whatthaheck lol.
cathay earliest twilight time slot tmr is 11.50?! LOL
which is tooooo late ):
GV tamp earliest twilight = 11.00
so screw'd lahhhh.
how to watch tmr :( :( :(((((((.

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you

2008-12-21T15:36:00.002+08:00

hello!:D

christmas service ytd!
gave out cards and got presents too! lol.
charmaine actually gave me a 3page long letter.
awwww. LOL.
so i sat down today and replied alll the letters lol.
4 in total and i'm gna send to them leh. so cool right LOL.
wrote for yale too.
soo, yale you should stand beside your postbox soon! haah!
service was really cool.
and they kept asking us to say merry christmas lol.
and they had 5 salvations! woooo~

i'm soooo excited im going to malaysia on christmas day! hahahhahahaha :D
twilight on tuesday!

i'm gna watch singapore vs vietnam at national stadium tonight tgt with jerry jeremy uncle gan sheryl daddy . yale has tuition! MUGGER. LOL.

2008-12-19T08:53:00.002+08:00

yooohooooo *waves waves*
lol.

yay making IC later.
soooo. maybe not going co.
hey no choice, only day my father is free.

went to aunty stephanie's house. haha.
only talked to elliot cos apparently, he came to the previous gathering
when i was like p6? LOL. and the only thing i remember was jumping on beds with the other kids.
LOL WTH.

went to bel's house ytd.
her house is super awesome lah.
her dogs are like sooooo cute:D

tmorrow is christmas service! jumps around the screams lol.
van yap so very lame joke:
what does HDB stands for?
(then you'll probably go like Housing Development Board)
then she says Hot Dog Bun
LOL. -.-!

2008-12-18T17:27:00.003+08:00

heeeeey!:D

been really busy. LOL.

went to yale's house ytd!haha. awesome.

here are some retard phtos.

hoho.we are just being stupid.

took 89 and 163 to her house.

I DIDNT GET LOST LEH :)

yay. hahahahahaa.

reached like 9.

she just woke up. lol loser.

then went downstairs to THE BENCH

to study lol.

until i dropped potato chips and ants started coming.

*SMILES*

LOL. yale kept saying "shermaine i hate you"

hahahahahahaa.

then went to amk hub to eat lunch.

wanted t eat fish and co. but that woman made me eat pepperlunch.

so we ate pepper lunch LOL.

the instructions so retardedd lahhhh.

"1. Delicious butter hidden inside"

LOL DELICIOUS BUTTER ROFL!

okay i gtg my father's secondary school friend gathering wth! lol.

2008-12-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey yo yo walala hey hey.
lol. i think i'm gna do kh's quiz since he tagged a gazillion years ago!
hahahahahahaa. cos im so seriously bored now.

1. The people who tagged you is?
kh. :)

2. Your relationship with her?
TOFU FRIENDS :D and ahem, its a HIM.

3. Your 5 impressions of him?
smart ass wushu freak spongebob fan?! 2 more.. hmm. liverpool fan and thinks shermaine is really awesome :)

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
LIKE WHAT! LOL. where is my present?!

5. The most memorable thing he said to you?
EHHHH. im awesome :)

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
NEVER .

7. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
smack him! :D

8 & 9 are missing

10. What is it that you want to tell him now?
KHOONHWA. CAN I GIVE YOU SOME OF MY POINTS WHEN I GET MY Os RESULTS BACK?! :D

11. Your overall impression of him?
SMART ASS.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
AWESOME :) maybe they go like 'hey why's that girl so cool' LOL. okay im seriously kidding.

13, The characters you hate of yourself are?
PROCRESTINATION (?!)

14. The characters you love in yourself are?
AWESOMENESS, COOLNESS, FRIENDLY KIND HELPFUL (its a long list :))
oh darn im going nuts lol

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
no one :)

16. For the people who care and like you, say something to them?
love you love you love you love you love you. cos everyone means so much i loveyou to nuts and peanuts :)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you?
NO ONE :D
oh i have to put ;(
1. YaLe
2. Van Yap
3. Elise
4. Van Fung
5. Belicia
6. Natalie
7. Rachel
8. Willie
9. Gabriel
10. Gale

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Nat)
me :)

19. Is no. 9 female or male?(Gabriel)
I have no idea, figure it out yourself :D

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?( Rachel and Gale)
haha sure sure. ben will probably kill rach :) or kill himself since he lost to a girl haha.

21. What's no.2 studying about? (Van yap)
mmm. studying for Os :)

22. What kind of muic does no.8 like? (Willie)
stupid musics like metro station -.-!

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Elise)
today being stupid at co :)

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? (YaLe)
2 older sis.

25. Will you woo no.3?(Shermaine)
Shermaine?? You must be kidding me.....
HELLO MR KH. MAY I KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! -.-!
25. Will you woo no.3 (Elise)
AHHAHAHAHA YES.

26. How about no.7 ?( Rachel)
we're attached :)

27. Is no.4 single? (Van Fung)
should be.

28. What's the surname of no.5 (Belicia)
TAN. *WAVES WAVES*

29. What's the hobby of no.10 (Gale)
going out with beN!

30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? (Belicia and gabriel)
sure. when gabriel disturbs bel about AHEM. and bel scolds him. LOL AWESOME.

31. Where's no.2 studying at? (Van Yap)
Private candidate.

32. Talk about no.1
YALE IS MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND AND WHEN THE SKY FALLS I WILL HIDE WITHOUT HER. LOL KIDDING. but the first part is not kidding :D

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Willie)
HAHA WILLIE HAHA WILLE HAHA WILLIE HAHA WILLIE.

34. Where does no.9 live? (Gabriel)
Pasir Ris:D

35. What does no.4 like?? (Van Fung)
me :)

36. Are no.1 and no.5 best friends? (Belicia and Yale)
they dont know each other.

37. Does no.1 have any pets? (Yale)
YES. and you so dont wna now what is it.

38. Is no.7 the sexiest in the world?( Rachel)
AHEMAHEM AHEM! LOL. okay fine.

39. What's no.10 doing now ??( Gale)
talking to ben. :)

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IM GOING TO YALE'S HOUSE TMR. AND THERE WAS SOMETHING FUNY ABOUT CAMP AND I CANT REMEMBER NOW. DARNNNN!

2008-12-15T16:28:00.005+08:00

hihi :)

(omg that sounds so gay!)

okay yale complaint that i havent really blogged detailedly about camp.
so here's it okay.

7th dec
walked to church and got there at 7.10
met up with van fung and bel.
then went to victory chapel,
and had to seat in our groups.
SIERVO enforcers :)
basically first day the group hadn't really bonded yet.

and that was the 3rd day :D during dinner lol.
okay in case you were wondering whats with the hand sign.
it stands for E which stands for Enforcers:)
(from left to right boys: Daniel, Luther, Zaacheus, Gabriel, Josiah)
(from left to right girls: Danielle, Henrietta, Carissa, Kimberly, Charmaine, Sharmaine, Bel, :))
soooo. we had like group time and lunch and settled down in our dorms.
then we had games!
LOL. really lame but cool.
had really little impression.
like we had to eat wasabi for forfeit.
weishi actually ate it! LOL.
there is a picture on facebook.
sorry i really dont have any photos haah.
but there are tons on facebooks.
i only stole some haahha.

8th dec
Bel totally pangseh'd me luh huh.
for some co concert ;(
nvm! but i made new friends.
Charmaine! that girl is all crap ahha but nice :D!
and cool like me :D
we had breakfast and then quiet time!
that was really something that through camp i instilled a discipline in me.
and I'm all set to take up the 21day challenge.
today is day 4:D

then we had a workshop teaching us all about quiet time by ernie song.
he really likes to sabo people man.
e sabo'd Ivy and Sherman together.
lol and made them hold hands! lol.
but it was all really fun! :D

more games.
like those kind that each domain have a flag that you're suppose to keep dry.
and you're suppose to transport this flag from one base to another.
because it was raining the camp comm called it meteor shower.
no one was allowed to go out under the rain unless wearing a poncho or carrying an umbrella.
then siervo vs maniwala.
our flag got to the other base within the first few mins. while the maniwala's flag didn't reach our base after the game ended.
cos they had like 20odd people walking with the flag rofl!
so SIERVO WON :D
and power night!:D
responded to altar call.
it was really great.
for the first time i saw people getting slain.
i was really panic at first. cos i seriously had no clue what is it all about!
but after that night, i just realised how big and almighty god is :)

9th dec
this day was really the best bday i ever had :D
in the morning we had budget breakfast lol.
loaves of bread with spread.
sat at the basketball court.
and our leaders helped us spread lol haha.
carissa and gabriel.
then big van go announce it was my bday and lol they sang.

then quiet time!
and morning service!:D
PJ preached and then
budget lunch: cook maggie meeeeeee.

-
game of life:
there were 8 stations and each group was suppose to complete only 6 accordingly.
it was a race and the group that finishes all 6 first wins.
first we went to financial crisis
we were suppose to sit on styrofoam cups.
if you sit on the disgusting one then tada, dirty butt! lol.
lucky i sat on stones LOL!
(then i really dont know in which order we run to lol)
2nd: we had to go through a bridge of newspaper filled with the previous night deserts :O
like green beans, tau suan, tau sa etc.
super eekkk right! lol.
then wheelbarrow'd over. held belicia's leg and walk over.
omg man, i nearly slip and fell lol.
3rd: water bomb game!
lol each group is given 10 water bombs and is suppose to make the other group look a wet as ossible. we can use something of what we're given to cover ourselves. the other group used news papers while we use'd ahem ahem 'toothpick umbrellas' LOL ROFL. damn stupid right
but no choice, we have nothing else wth! LOL.
then we decided to alliance and throw on the floor instead.
so we very retardedly threw on the floor lol. and the game master wet all of us with buckets of water -.- lol!
4th: flour game! haha. (sry, i cant rmb what they're called)
they had a mat filled with flour.
in 30 secs we have to get as many flour out as possible.
then roll over the mat. wahaha dirty like crap LOL.
white head to toe man.
5th: getting married lol.
we're suppose to feed our spouse cream?! LOL! girl-to-girl and boy-to-boy lah. so my spouse as bel ! lol.
6th: and i really cant remember the last lol wth.

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marvellous dinner.
i'll not forget Luther's attempt to make us laug haha :D
and thank you guys (enforcers) so much for singing 3 bdays songs and making me blow 3 candles lol!

then powernight! that i really had a breakthrough that day!:D

then van yap brought out the cake. omg she's really nice man . i love her to bits and pieces :D

10th dec (last day of camp!) :(
breakfast, quiet time.
then for morning service, we had healing.
it was really great. after that we felt really refreshed man!
then lunch.
after that we had friendship workshop. LOL.
it was quite great lah.
dinner, power night!
then after service was a blast.
we just roamed around the whole camp site!
played catching, bonded, rotted. haha.
the childish side all start coming out.
then the police came at around 1.45 and the leaders chased us back to our dorms.
cos apparently we were making too much noise!
i heard from bel that the police came 5times during camp lol!
we made an impact in the neighbourhood!:D

11th dec
breakfast, quiet time , service.
then took bus back to church.
ate pastamania with samantha! lol.
and walked back home.

IT WAS THE BEST CAMP EVER:D

2008-12-13T21:14:00.005+08:00

hey my awesome peeps!
im back from church haha.
yet another great service.
quoted from daniel 'the good thing about camp is tht now service seems so short!'
lol that is so partially true.
in camp we had morning and night service.
morning its like 3hrs.
at night ard 4-5 hours.
now service is like er 2hours haaah!
its only partially true cos there are definitely more good things about camp!
:)

and during service, ernie song went like
'im too fat thats why im still single cos the bed got no space'
LOL SO WTH RIGHT.
so hilarious im laughingggg!

jon siow was so friendly today rofl.
J: HEEEEEEEYYY! (literally!)
S: HI?!
J: NICE SHIRT! ME LOVE COOKIE!
lmao! it was a cookie monster shirt that yale bought btw! haah. that has me love cookie on it.
im loving church yo!
lol its like suddenly im so in the house of god.
and like people start saying 'hi shermaine!' even outside church.
that's so something i've nv experience from church people.
it's just really awesome! :)

and yes yes yes yes yes!
Elise Aw is coming MHS! :D :D :D :D
come on people, let's save one more for Jesus!

jon cho is soooo random okay! haha.
we were walking to mac for dinner.
he walks walks walks then suddenly he stopped and bend down clutching his knees.
and went like "OUCH!"
rofl. no one kicked him.
LOL. poor guy has leg problems! haah kidding rofl.

and oh yes! YALE!
i saw daryl at downtown hahahahahahahaa.
so funny, he was actually giving out flyers for Singtel.
me and sheryl keep on walking pass him
and keep staring like 'hey why so familiar' but dont dare go ask.
then when i walking to church he was like 'HI!'
lol. he is actually working in pasir ris when he stays like where!
LOL. he's going malacca too!
let's bond rofl!
AND LIM YALE IS CMING BACK TMR! MANYCLAPS FOR HERRRR!:D SMS ME WHEN YOU COME BACK!

quoted from YALE BLOG:
Then later, went to Auntie Cecilia's place!
Very funnn!
After eating dinner, we sat down and watched Game Plan.
Well, the ending that is.
We sat in this order: Me, Sheryl, Small, Jeremy.
Then Jerry was floating around on different chairs and disturbing us -.-
Well, disturbing Sheryl + me lor.
Shermaine went for church camp :(
Then watched. And laughed quite abit!
Sheryl very funny lah that woman!
Go ask my sister, 'Are you a Buddhist?'
Then Small was like, ':O? Am I a goodie?'
LOL!!!!! I LAUGHED UNTIL LIKE DUNNO WHAT!
But Sheryl very funny, she asked until very cute lol!
Then Small kept saying Shermaine trained Sheryl very well.
Cos Sheryl kept poking fruits (using toothpicks) for Jeremy to eat.
HAH!
Then we were like playing playing and making a fool out of ourselves {:

i like the goodie part!:D
and the SHERMAINE TRAINED SHERYL VERY WELL part!
LOL. you guys sound like you have fun :(
so sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!
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I give my all to you
Send me and I will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and I'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here I stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you

2008-12-13T14:48:00.002+08:00

hihiyoyoheyheywalala.
LOL.

im still high.
i realised, i havent had a proper reflection of camp!:
I seriously think church camp was really awesome. I saw how God touched people and spoke to people in different ways. I heard God's calling for me and how he amazing healed us of our guilt, shame, doubts and many other different things. We fellowship alot with the other campers and especially my group! SIERVO ENFORCERS! lol. Through this camp I definitely have grown in faith and the camp left me crazy for christ! Carissa also challenged us to do a 21 day quiet time.

YAY, chelle is coming to mhs too!
PLUS rachel.
YAY YAY YAY!
im awesome~
one more person.
anyone anyone?!
im going church sooonnnnnn!
wooooooooohooooooooooooo :)
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Exodus 20:17
"Do not desire anothr man's house; do not desire his wife, his slaves, his cattle, his donkeys, or anything else he owns"

the following below is for Lim Ya Le :)
"Do not bow down to any idol or worship it, because I am the Lord your God and I tolerate no rivals" Exodus 20 (this is what oprah winfrey's pastor refers to i guess)
and in the NIV version:
"You shall not bow down to them (idols) or worship them for I the Lord your God, am a jealous God" and so this concludes you're right that God is jealous about the idols people worship too. so it doesn't sound wrongYAY!:D

2008-12-12T18:26:00.006+08:00

Hosanna!

I see the King of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

I see a generation
rising up to take their place
with selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
stirring as we pray and seek
we're on our knees, we're on our knees

that verse really gets into me! :)
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I've been running, trying to be one who sees
I've been working salvation out on my knees
There is nothing better than knowing
that we are redeemed
I'm believing, trusting in creative hands,
I am praying for our world to bow to your plan
And this one thought is unmistakable:
I take up my cross and follow you Lord

When you stand the tall trees and mountains bow
When you speak the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I'm forgiven; my Savior who did not deserve death
He was blameless and I was lost in shamefulness
I'm delivered, but it doesn't seem right
unless I keep my eyes focused on the savior who gave his life
In the middle of a world that denies it believes
It is breaking apart at the very seams
There is one thing to be alive for
And it's to take up my cross and follow you Lord
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This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here
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All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you
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haah! im done.
its so amazing to know that my maple friend is from my church wth wthwth?!
lol. samantha also quite amazed lah.
its so funny. HAHA.
THE TIME HAS COME TO STAND FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IN SO I FOR ONE AM GNA GIVE MY PRAISE TO YOU TODAY TODAY ITS ALL OR NOTHING ALL THE WAY THE PRAISE GOES UP TO YOU YEAH ALL THE PRAISE GOES UP TO YOU TODAY TODAY I LIVE FOR ONE THING TO GIVE YOU PRAISE IN EVERYTHING I DO YEAH ALL THE PRAISE GOES UP TO YOU!
haha im irrelevant. its a christian song!:)

I've found love beyond all reason! have you?!

2008-12-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

hellooooooooo.

WARNING!: shermaine tan is currently super high and warns you that you might not be able to take it :)

thank you everyone for you kind birthday wishes!
biggest thanks to the following people who actually stayed up late for me :)
especially:
Sabina!, Natalie :), Mich tan!, Yale :), Gale :), LKK!, Rochelle! :), Yuan!
nat has the SWEETEST sms man seriously.
HEY YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERMAINE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!you're a year older so grow up!hahaha you childish thing.you're at camp right?anyway have fun and btw i stayed up just to send you this even though i just got back from camp and im damn tired.
wait still got some more peeps,
Sangee!, SAM KONG!:D, and sean lol, Sabrina!:D, RACHEY!, YONG!, KH!, CHUA!, Mich 3/2, HS! everyone on tagboard lol.
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srysry ps i forget, kexin, jq, hakim, yan li, shiuan kae that sms cos he's bored! wth?!?!
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BIGGEST THANKS TO VAN YAP! and van Fung and Belicia and the entire bedok cell plus the entire megalife plus the entire group and entire dormain!
for making my birthday so awesome okay? i love you guys BIG TIME!:D
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hi im here
to blog about how awesome church camp has been!:D
not just because its my bday! but also cos the way god touched me. lol.
alright.
so there were like 250 odd people who signed up for camp.
so therefore there are four big dormains.
SIERVO (SERVANTHOOD)
KAMARAD (FRIENDSHIP)
MANIWALA (FAITH)
AMORE (LOVE)
wna guess which one im in?!
okay i'll spare you, im in siervo!
screams hahahahaha!
so im in SIERVO ENFORCERS!
the coolest people
tht got the 2nd highest in points! :)

met up with old friends!
JON SIOW! BECKY! JESSIE!
love them so much
haha. they've got love notes for me aww. lol.
wth. jon is best lah.
this is what he said on 10th okay.
J:hello! are you shermaine?!
S:YES, you cannot recognise me?!
J:haha make sure lah. hey ytd your bday?
his friend:ya lah! the whole church know you dont know?
J:oh ya hor. happy birthday
wth! jon you are best, man. *thumbs up for you!*

it was really really the best bday. i love you yappy!
ALOT. ALOT. ALOT. ALOT. ALOT.ALOT!
thanks for the cake. i love you yappy REALLY.
especially your priceless expression that day.
haha you wont know. but i know!
when i slept beside you wth!
HAHAHAHAHAA. you are the besttttt! lol. you win jon! HAAH.

CHURCH CAMP WAS A BLAST AND I'LL NEVER FORGET IT!
many loves for alllllllllllll. :)

2008-12-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

hellooooo!
vanny just went home :)

she came over ws at 1.
walked there with her, bought some camp stuffs.
then changed mummy's pants D: lol.
erm, then popularrrr!
to buy the christmas card stuff LOL.
yups. we've done it! yay :D
and its here with me currently.
haaaaaaahahhhh.
then after everything,
reached home at 2plus
ate lunch, started doing cards.
we finished at like 5 lol.
then swimmmm.
and i mean it, i actually seriously swam after my last test
which was like thousand years ago.
now my arms ache like stupid shit.
im so rusty :)

Van says twilight is NC 16 and she doesnt wna help me buy tickets . cos shes my cell leader. she'll buy if i get parental consent. ):

braces tmr. hallellujah.

2008-12-04T11:53:00.002+08:00

gah, yuppy is still sleeping -.-
she's suppose to be here!
VANESSA YUP RUUUUUUUUUUU.
we're writing christmas cards!
exciting!:D lol. i dont know for who.
cmon people my bday is nxt tues!
presentssssssssssssssssssssss :D

lol.
braces tmr! *hides face*

2008-12-04T10:03:00.002+08:00

i got this from yale's blog:)

Name 20 people.

1. YaLe
2. Vanessa Yup
3. Jerry
4. Johann
5. Gabriel
6. Natalie
7. Vanessa Fung
8. Belicia
9. Rochelle
10. Sarah
11. Rachel
12. Ke Xin
13. Sabina
14. Rachael
15. Samantha Seah
16. Samantha Kong
17. Sean
18. Mei Yunn
19. Hui Shan
20. Willie

Q1 What is your relationship with 14?
Ex classmates, classmates again:), good friends:D

Q2 Do you love 6?
yeah, i guess so lol. KIDDING, ltr she kill me

Q3 Have you seen 13 naked before?
Sabina? no! ?!

Q4 How did you know 5?
church lol.

Q5 Is 9 a girl or a boy?
girl, positive haah!

Q6 Is 7 your best friend?
we're really good friends!

Q7 How old was 18 last year?
MAYO!, erm. 14 haha.

Q8 What is 12's full name?
Lim Ke Xin. or she prefers kexin lol.

Q9 Have you kissed 17 before?
sean? definitely no. lol.

Q10 Can 4 be in a relationship with you?
ROFL?! Johann. haha probably not. but he's a good friend! not to mention funny :)

Q11 Who does 2 always hang out with?
Van: meeeeeee. lol. no kidding, i dont know.

Q12 What school does 10 goes to?
SARAH CHUA GOES TO TMS :)

Q13 What is 11's telephone number?
yong lol. 91234567 :)

Q14 What did 1 tell you that you always remember?
YALE!!!
we were watching ding dang at her house. it was the ghost episode and she sat with her legs on the chair because she says
i scared got something come out from another the chair and grab my leg! :O
lol. me and jerry started laughing :)

Q15 Are you very close to 15?
haha good friends.

Q16 What is the very special thing that you like about 3 the most?
Jerry: lets think. when he cracks funny jokes? LOL!

Q17 What do you hate about 8 the most?
haha hmmmm. nothing!

Q18 If people say bad things about 16. What will you do?
smack their ass and tell them to mind their own:)

Q19 What do you hate about 20?
HAHA, he is officially The Bitch he claims!

Q20 What language does 19 speaks in?
HS, eng chi canto?! haha.
-
oh and i got a really sweet post in yale's blog!

Omg Shermaine please read this:
You're my longest longest ever friend lol! (I think? Haha. At least as far as I can remember {: )
And I hope we'll always BFFs kay :)
Like even when we're 70, we needa do the scrub back thing.
Hehhhhh!
Okay lah, that's abit sick. But still.. :D
Okay I guess what I wanna say is:
Lol, you get my idea right? Zzz. Okay really like I'm talking to you in real life. Haha!
Anyways.
Hmmm ..............
(Thinks of how to put it into words)
Ahhhhhhhh!
You get my point?
Yes?
GREAT! :D

here it is in PURPLE *rolls eyes*
hahahahahahaa.
alright i love you too. even if i knew johann longer it doesnt matter.
cos, haha, hes so out of point rofl.
thank you for being my bestest best friend.
even though we fight sometimes
we laugh about it in the end!
lmao, thats dumb.
lets both buy a house in aussie and live there :D
i wna go perth, you can go melbourne lol!
lastly, i love youuuu :)

haha so cheesy! LOL.

2008-12-03T18:19:00.003+08:00

hello:)
kh made me do this quiz:D

(HELLO YALE HERE! 8D)
well, you can ignore that. lol. but ya, she is here.

1. Do you have secrets?
haha yes.

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
hmm. most probably not.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
yup :)

4. Wat would u do with a million dollars?
buy a nice house in aussie and stay there:D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
if it is a guy, maybe.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone:D

7. Who do you idolise?
god.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move on.

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes(:

10. Do you have any regrets?
definitely.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
psychologist :D, going for missionaries.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends and god.

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
kh, that smartest asshole. :D

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
if it is the right guy, i'll choose the latter.

15. What is your favourite colour?
white:D

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes, unless that person is an asshole. lol.

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
forgive.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive, not forget :D

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
for now, single. in the future, relationship.

20. 6 people I have tagged: dont bother:)
-
haha.
so, i went to school in the morning to buy books.
and i actually forgot there was a meeting today lol.
so after buying books, sat in for a little while.
actually, long while. haha. 2hs?
i was the only sec 3. until i was about to leave then hazeeq came -.-
dumb retard, if i knew dont go.
zzz, all sec ones.
woohoo~ -.-

after appointment,
went to take IC photo.
retard, the aunty grumble grumble about my hair.
zz, who cares lah. lol
the photo is okay only.
it'll be sticking with me for the next 15 years!
:O

then yale came over.
lol. to watch her ding dang.
i was suppose to go watch movie with the p6 people!
haha, but its okay.
since yale loves rubbish:D
shes staying for dinner, and my dad is driving her home ltr.
see, treated like royalty sia!
lol. haha okay.

2008-12-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

oh rihello pretty people!
im back from aussie yooooooooooo :)
i love it there, i wanna migrate there :D
its gna be a long post. haha bear with it.
i bet you people missed me like nuts and breads. LOL.

Saturday 22 nov'08
went to airport at around 8.
had breakfast.
then checked in at 9
daddy didnt come with us btw.
so its mum, sheryl me samantha sean 2 aunties and uncle.
eight people :)
plane took off at 10 (local time) reached perth at 4.30 (aussie time)
drove to the hotel. then walked around.
one thing you guys should know, i wasnt in perth most of the time.
haha i was in western australia :)

that was the park haha.
then went to eat at this little restaurant.
aw right, sg fish&chips taste gazillion times better.

Sunday 23Nov'08
drove up north of perth to Gingin, farmstay!:D
on the way went to , this big nougat shop.

then reached the farm at 5+
they dont have horse riding :(
super sad life.
so we didn't really do much at the farm.

Monday 24Nov'08
drove west from the farm for 3hours
to the Pinnacles to see rocks. LOL.
sounds dumb but yeah.
im very lazy to post photos alrdy. LOL.
blogger is taking forever.
Tuesday 25Nov'08
went to sand dunes at lancelin to sandboard.
it was fun and stupid.
cos me sam and sean tried to slide down on one board.
halfway down, we fell. LOL.
super hilarious and cool.
went to Crystal cave.
really pretty. all the crystals.
Wednesday 26Nov'08
set off for Magaret River in the morning.
practically whole day in the car.
then shopped a little at night.
Thursday 27Nov'08
shopped in the morning.
bought my dearest havaianas.
too pretty to be true.
its the slim animal. the one with the leopard spots.
bought for van cos she wanted.
im sorely tempted to keep it for myself.
it costed 20 in aussie. 40 in sg.
SCREAMMS. could have gotten another pair.
Friday 28Nov'08
set off for Albany!
and we had to pass by this town called Denmark.
SOOO, i have been to Denmark alright! LOL.
on the way went to many pretty beaches.
they own sg upsidedown.
i dont deny im a potential immigrant. LOL.
went to Mammoth Cave.
woohoo, i fell down again rofl.
im just so prone to do that eh.
5 times in 3 years
tsktsk.
this time it was the metal stairs lol. fascinating :)
Albany is the prettiest town in the entire world.
with pretty people as well:D
beautiful beaches and seas. yummy food.
nice shopping place.
woohooo, watch me, i'll migrate there someday.
Saturday 29Nov'08
went to play at the beach the entire day.
haha, pretty pretty.
watched camp rock on tv. :)
you know somehow, their adverts are nice to watch.
especially red rooster.
super cool man!
theres one part they keepsaying many aussies love chicken.
they show a pie chart majority loves chicken, the minority is you
then she says 'if you dont like chicken, theres a big problem with you'
wth, she say until super funny. but i couldnt find the vid on youtube.
so, too bad!
Sunday 30Nov'08
drove back to perth.
went to fremantle market.
super cool. cheap and good.
they got superb seafood!:D
super awesome.
walked around everywhere.
Monday 1Dec'08
shopped in the morning.
bought for yale her thingy.
and bought myself a wallet!
wanted to buy this zacefron book for rach
but too exp LOL. my mum say no ;(
then checked in the airport,
there was this little boy who came and sit beside me.
he is so cute leh lol.
i would have taken a pict of him if hes mum werent there!
lol. haha. not angmoh lah. singaporean.
took off at 6 (aussie time) and reached at 10 (local time)
haha. thats all! i saw a sheep getting sheared.
and i carried a lamb!
haha. i patted a huge horsey and fed it.
lol. thats pretty much it. if i rmb anything else i shall add on tmr.
for now. BYE :)

HELLO, I FORGOT TO SAY THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH SUBWAY ROFL. :D

hi people, i got my IC letter. im turning 15 in a weeks time. watch me!:D

2008-11-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

helloooo!

van came over today.
to study.
she's damn good man. 11plus tell me shes leaving soon.
then 11.45 tell me she gna bathe.
12.15 say shes gna leave soon
then 12.45 she says she fell asleep so shes leaving.
then she reaches at 2. :O?!
lol. time waster.
ate ate. then went down to poolside study.
rofl.
work work work.
then gabriel came with milktea!
lol. buy wrongly lah that banana.
buy from cupwalker.
check this out, my cup can walk
lol lmao! get it?
okay nvm very lame.
hello uncle, buy from tea valley okay.
talk talk talk.
then van goes to church and gabriel goes to chalet.
and i went home. :)
to eat :D!

im having sore throat.
oh no, im dying. i don't wna go perth with this
pretty pleaseeeeee ):

2008-11-16T22:26:00.003+08:00

~
didn't go to church ytd :(
missed all the games la daaaaang.
but i went and sat ard for a while.
hand in camp form! and so kindly lend gabriel breaking dawn.
yet he threatened to burn it -.-
vanny helped me asked for porridge!
5 days, 3 meals a day eating porridge.
fascinating!:D

samantha seah is going camp!
thanks to yours truly. :)
she signed up! cos she wna celebrate my bday with me
WAHAHAHAHA :D

meeting vanny for lunch on wed?
wahaha, shes going SUPERcamp.
awesomeeeeee.
lol. im all set to go PERTH!:D
non stop pillow fights with sam and sean!:D:D

2008-11-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

seriously upset over what you said this afternoon.
i dont know if you did it on purpose.
but it really was not very nice.

2008-11-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

helloooooo :)
sch > sakae treat :)
and home.
haha. its short, i have nothing to say.
church tmr!:D

2008-11-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

haaaaaalloooooooo:)

willie watches Hannah Montana! ROFL.
so gay. so gay. tsktsk.
anw, its really nice lol. i had double dosage of it today :D!
lily<3

okaaaay. i wna thank vanessa :D
haha she's the best. okay i'll pretend lol.
and CRY. :)

tmr got co. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i wna rot . ):
watch forensic heroes on chnl U.
2nd time watching alrdy. lol.
TODAY GOT DANSON TANG ON 56. :)
must watch pple. MUST.
~~~~~.
i did mr toh's homework today.
posted on http://checkedsquares.blogspot.com
haha its pretty crap.
and there is NO tagboard. LOL.

my mother signed camp form!
screaaaaaammmmssssssss.
125, 3 days :)

2008-11-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

elise pangseh'd today during CO.
sickk :(

tmr im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to watch as many shows as possible.
and rot to the maximum max! :D!
come on people, feel happy for me :)

rachel i want my sakae treat LOL.
im feeling hungry for fooooood :)

am i losing my close friends? we can't talk like we used to. and im the last one to know anything ):

2008-11-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest grandfather:D

2008-11-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

SHERMAINE IS OFFICIALLY GOING TO CHURCH CAMP :D!
but im paying for it.
and the pullover is +25.
150 total.
i need to rob a bank. :O okay kidding!

i was so kind, i helped willie add cbox and song on his blog!
LOL. but he nv post a big thank you. that evil asshole.

church yesterday.
baptism service. you wont believe this.
gabriel so dumbly brought hisgoggles to baptism.
super uper diaoo.
he wants to attract attention. LOL.

im going camppp!:)

2008-11-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

:DDDDD.
school's out man! omggggggg:) finally! haha.
time flies man, sec 4 next year :O fast!
after a year, then we all say goodbye to temasek ):
i so don't want that day to come! D:
on the bright side, we get to wear class tees next year!:D

came to school at 8 today ahhhaha!.
dismissed at 11.45
i dont know why either. LOL.
we had a combined 10 mins chem lesson with 3/3.
lmao. half and hour lesson with mr yong.
and tada, finish so early :)
waited for R and S with nat.
end up i nv go with them cos i not hungry.
and rach dnt want me to sit there and stare.

nat wanted to come my house to play wii LOL.
so she came over at like 2.
and played until 6.
lots and lots of photos. and nat made my sis the photographer haha!
photos will be uploaded soon :)).
then i was so nice to walk her to the park. THANK ME!:D!

PS: my pet society house is sooooooo cool! xD
HUISHAN! I LVL 9 ALRDY :D

2008-11-06T16:28:00.003+08:00

yo!
haha.
you know what, facebook is so cooool luh.
pet society :D :D
lol srsly. create one thn add me!:D
sketch challenge is cool too mann! :D
okay i feel so childish.

*sits straight and be matures*
Obama won the elections! :D and becomes the 44th president and first evr black president.
hoho obama all the way man!:D

natalie came to school with hot red nails. LOL.
want to act sexy lah ! :)
geog was all crap. played cards, play connect 4.
everything also play la :D
LMAO. then face boooooook! :D

check out my sleeping beauty!:

2008-11-05T12:32:00.002+08:00

:))))))))))).
lol yongrochelle smsed ytd.
ask me tmr free not, she wants to see me!
wahhaa, i miss her so muchhhhh.
but i told her say after 16nov then can go out.
cos must make my mother happy happy then she allow me go church camp!
plus 16nov last date of registration.
haha! :)
and samantha wants to go penin with me to buy bag.
cheap stuff. 15 bucks one bagpack !:D hints hints:D

today was super sian.
like 2 and a half hrs of chinese.
then wadada~ go home.
super noob la! waste time nia.
they just wna see us in school. -.-

mai and rachey went penin.
LOL. buy clothes. ~~
and i am a good girl so i went straight home.
and started eating!
how awesome is that :)

SUPPORT OBAMA~~~ :)

2008-11-04T19:21:00.004+08:00

heyyoooos.

school todayy~
chem SPA was *(@#&)$.
seriously so suck man.
it was a piece of shitty pie.
and im so )!*@%.
;(

then after school chiong to katong to eat katong laksa
with CY and elise!
lol.
quite good la. not bad :)
then free icecream from EEEEElisEEEE.
14'd back to school.
i was like 2mins early okay!
lol. some pple kana fine.
aiyo so sad ;(

left early and tada im here!
pretty mama, i wna go church camp.

oh yeah. sk owe me icecream!
i dunno when and where but ya. he brought it up!
double treat from lkk andsk!:)

JQ COMING FOR MHS! wahaha.
and hes bringing his friend = 2 pple!
HAHA:D

2008-11-03T17:15:00.003+08:00

hi hi yo yo.
physics spa today!
sit beside willie-.- suay man.
tmr chem spa!

ahhhh. 2.5hrs of cheena today. i wonder how i actually lived!
did crap stuff.
kh is a bastard as usual. LOL JK.
but srsly 62/70!
cmon everyone is gna agree hes a bastard!

KATONG LAKSA TMR!:)

2008-11-02T22:03:00.004+08:00

I WNA GO CHURCH CAMP! :/
pretty please.
i need someone to sponsor me go camp.
it cost a freaking 125 bucks.
anyone:)

school tmr.
o level pract tmr
physics suck man
oh no, someone help me.
samantha wants me to go her church camp
50 for 4 days.
compared to my church, 125 for 5 days
see the diff man!

please father in heaven, i really really wna go camp! :(

2008-11-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

yoyo:)

ytd was super cooll~
elise's house is super big!~
and im super fascinated!:)
srsly man!
you try going to her house.
after 2hs of stupid chinese.
14'd to her house.
oooooooo. she know jonathan my 'cousin'
LOL. small world man, small world.
then went to co.
we were 5-10 mins late.
V ang stare at us when we came in sia.
paiseh man! haha. :D
oh yes, elise is the official CB QUEEN.
LOL. hahahahahaha. really man.
ytd whole day vulgarities.
i shall not put it here.
cos im so pure and refine:D

open house today.
came to school at 8.30
suppose to hand in bio file
ytd file in properly, put everything nicely.
then *! forget to bring.
super sad life. lucky monday can still hand up.
if not my mother gta go home help me take:D
then erm. went to church after open house!
haha. sat beside vanessa + zaacheus.
eat alot. lol. okay fine, not alot
but more than usual during service.
went fish and co again~
got this group of people wearing masks.
march into downtown east holding this halloween night banner.
stupid sia. but its freaking scary lah.
my father say in USA got some kid died of seeing such stuff, shocked dao. LOL
how can they allow in sg?!
we got scarce population, they wna scare more pple to death :O
lol okay enough crap.

2008-10-30T21:18:00.002+08:00

lol.
i think its a bad idea using my previous blog add as my english blog add.
i shld change it.
elise was saying, how come cannot see my post one -.-
LOL LMAO.

fat natalie nv come school today.
she stupidly sprained her ankle again
she is the pro man.

school was boring. how can it be exciting when all the other levels are having holidays and most of my pri school classmates have no more school?!
im gna meet rochelle one day and she's gna bring my roller blading!
she's got a new dog!:D

bio pract was quite fun haha.
so kiasu, go take the goggles cos of the hydrogen peroxide.
mdm quek say until so scary.
during geog, i found one of the syringe inside my pencil case!
LOL. so random and stupid eh.
binglun also.
lol. so hilarious la.
started on new chap for ss.
then gm until 6+
7+ reach home.

its gna be a long day tmr :(

2008-10-29T15:00:00.003+08:00

:D

tired day.
finished co at 7 ytd.
reached home ard 8.
watch my classmates dad on okto.
nice show.
every tues, 8pm.
LOL:D
mark lee! haha.

hsm3 songs are good man.
can i have this dance haha.

no chinese today.
so school ended at 12.30:D
went home with sabby! lol.

2008-10-27T11:45:00.003+08:00

hello!:D

i love this skin.
except my tagboard spoil it all.
i tried to make it smaller,
but anything smaller than this is gna look weird.
so this is the best i can go:)

ytd watch soccer with jq, eena and more on msn.
lol, srsly, i didn't know they so on one.
:/
liverpool won 1-0
not bad eh!
LOL. top the table.
watch your back pple (:

lala~ yale will be back today.
don't know when but TODAY!
LOL.

2008-10-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

hahahhaa.
i'm having fun torturing jq about his twit thang.
lol. i shall be nice and not post it up.
HAHA.
say thanks jq!

went church just now.
for MHS training.
my hope singapore.
c'mon anyone wna come LOL.
more details to come :D

parents are out for wedding dinner.
FUN FUN :D